words that is left unspoken

Your Word shall be my life guidances.
if you are the one, what will you do?
y? did I make those moves?
my head- spining, heart- aching- body is shinking into a deep black holes , I need help , LORD.
Lord, take my hand and lead me on, I really dunno how to walk this path anymore.
if he is the one, y my heart is still aching? and if not, then y I still do not want to let go?
complication everywhere, a deep black holes full of questions and dunno where to get those answer from.
Rejection and acceptance is always there,
I need a refreshing of my soul , O LORD, come talk to me.
I shall rise up again and sore on the wings like an EAGLE.
wait for me, I SHALL go thru these obstacles with the knowledge that YOU are always with me, even when I fall into my deep black hole.
those promise I made, shall not return void.

